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Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 5:10 AM


SO COLD!

Went to T1 with Paulie Wallie after school today. He had to do an errand for his dad. He persuaded me to tag along by offering to treat me to ice cream! !! !!! YaY!

Bought my moisturizer too. No more money =((

Met Nasha there!! Then we went for ice cream together.

OHOH! I played BINGO on in class today! Wasnt even close to winning! ugghh!


I've been having weird dreams..... =S oh mannnn......


Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 4:12 AM


Nat taught me a new handshake today! hahahahaha!
COOL!

Went out with Dad today!
He's such a cheapskate! He insists on buying those cheap reading glasses instead of making one that's suitable for his deteriorating eyesight! Honestly! ugghh! No matter how many times I nag... he won't budge. but then again.... he only does this for the sake of my family. He works so hard.. comes home late and tired almost every night and still finds time to play with us.
He advices both zain and i on a regular basis. [although its annoying at times].
He loves to wrestle me, punch me, push me, tell me how short and fat i am... D:
BUT! He loves ME!
And i love him =D


oh... and... i found out i have a $10 library fine! AHHHH!!


Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 7:40 AM



Woke up at 5am this morning to get ready for the marathon at west coast. I was sooo tired. Wasn't even in the mood to run. I even felt like staying behind. But you know what... in the end.. i didn't run!! HAHAHAHA! We just hung out there. It was sooooooooo muddy!! MY NEW SHOES! UGGHHH!!

Had a great time during dinner with my family. My dad started a conversation about marriage .. AGAIN! He kept asking me when will i be getting married.

Ayah : when do you want to get married?

Zahidah : i dunno. Why are you asking me this?

Ayah: i wanna know. When are you getting married? You want to get married early is it? with who uh?
Zahidah: AYAH! Whats with all these questions? One things for sure.. im NOT getting married at 35! too old!

Ayah: then you wanna marry young uh???
Zahidah: omg....


My mom saved me in the end. She managed to make my dad stop. Thank god i have her.

OHOH! i had another weird dream! I dreamt i was in a huge room with 6 beds! All king sized. Apparently.... the room was being shared among my family. When i was about to sleep on one of the bed... my mom scolded me and made me sleep on the FLOOR! A room with 6 BEDS and i have to sleep on the FLOOR? woah!

Its cold


Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 4:36 AM

Today was pretty much uneventful. Was totally bored.

I'm watching this korean drama called "smile, you". Its quite i good. Funny at times. But i'm still only at episode 3.

I also found out that Taeyang's new single "wedding dress" is out! The full song AND the MV!!!
I watched it.. and... it was totally breathtaking. The song's so sad. The plot was pretty much predictable. Its about Taeyang losing the woman of his dreams to his best friend and all he could do was watch them get married. BUT! As cliched as it was... it was still incredible. His vocal.. his moves.. STUNNING! i dare say his album will be as good as Gdragon's.



Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 7:47 AM

Omg... i totally enjoyed myself today!!!

Was actually supposed to go cycling with my class but didn’t. Thought mommy wanted to go out but we didn’t. SOOOOO!! I went out with Steven Michelle Kian Chuen and Jia Zheng!! Clement stood us up. Hahaha. Oh well~ his loss!

Met up at Orchard, wisma. Then we took neoprints. It has been AGES since I used the machine! The boys decided not to join us for that. Hahahaha. So! They waited for about an hour for us to finish taking pics.. deciding and decorating! Hahahaha! The pictures turned out reaaallly good.

After that, we went for ice cream!! Yaaaay! And michelle told us about her creepy dream. It was so freaky! AHH!

THEN! We watched the movie 2012!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED IT! The BEST movie i’ve watched this year!! THE BEST! The suspense .... the effects... *faints* Whats more... the movie lasted for about 2 ½ hours!! My bladder was about to explode.. and i had no choice but to go to the toilet. Jia zheng too. The both of us were reluctant but..... we had to do what we had to do. Many others went to the toilet at about the same time we did soooo all the toilets were packed. We actually ran to the level below to use the toilet on that level. Then we ran back up to the movies. Luckily we didn’t miss much. Was thinking of hold the pee in but... at that time.. we still had an hour before the movie ended. AN HOUR! God knows what would’ve happened to my bladder if i didn’t go.. i would’ve peed through my ears or sth. The movie kindda made me think.. what if disaster were to strike and you have a choice to decided whether you should save your own life or save others. Some would say SAVE OTHERS .. no doubt. But do you really mean it? I mean... if it were to REALLY happen... will you give up your life for others? Easier said than done. As for me, i wouldn’t want to leave others behind. The guilt alone will kill me. But.... i don’t know if i’ll actually do it knowing that my life is at stake. I might.. and i might not. Hopefully i won’t need to have to make that choice.

The movie ended late and i was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay past my curfew. Buuuuttt.. we still managed to take pics before we left. Hahaha. They went to compasspoint for dinner while i rushed home.

Oh! Actually ... I was fussing over what i should wear today soooo i had Fadly help me to decide. Thanks kentang!

OH YA! The person who served us at the snack counter was toootaaallly cute!! Reminded me of someone i know =D

Hmm... I had a weird dream last night...

In the dream, i was a younger version of me. Ermm.. around the age of 5-7. Really young. I was at my previous madrasah (religious school) , with my scarf and all. The scarf was a lighter tone of orange. The other older girls were standing on my right and my ustazah was on my left, on a chair. I was talking to ME! As in... IM ( 17 year old girl) watching myself (5-7 years old) talking. Face to face. I (5-7 years old) was talking about prayers and all. Cant really rmb what... but i know it had sth to do with doa.


Why do we have to wash Bath towels? Arent we clean when we use them?


Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 4:41 AM


OP is finally over!! I feel so liberated!

Went to celebrate with Nat Nurul and Paul after that at Pizza Hut. Ordered the chicken.. mmMmm!!! BUT! one of the waitresses took away my plate even though i wasnt done with it yet! There goes my chicken.... I wanted to say something .. but.. nothing came out. I just watched in dismay as she picked up my plate and walked off.... SMILING! OH the agony.. I could even hear my heart breaking. But it didn't matter. haha.
Walked around TM after that. After a while... my legs couldn't take it any more so i decided to go off first. I felt bad for leaving Nat and Nurul but i was sitting on a powder keg. The dilemma was too much for me to handle =S I would've lasted longer if i slept more. 3 hours of sleep does not do a girl justice. I ALMOST slept on the bus.

My brother went for a haircut today. He came back =))
To be frank... his new hairstyle... A.W.F.U.L ! He straightened it too. It just looks... revolting. Straight hair on Zain Omar ??.. YEECCH! My mom said the same thing. Oh well~ as long as he's happy.

I've been having dreamless sleep lately. I WANT MY DREAMS BACK! pleeeaaassse!
and i nid my 8 hours and 8 glasses.
oh well... i shall turn in early today =D


Few women admit their age. Few men act theirs.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 4:06 AM


Had another dry run in school today. Hope everything goes fine tomorrow.

I FINALLY ATE AT POPEYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha!
went there with Nurul aka Num Raqja. I liked the potatoes =D wee~
Went home and did the OP slides after that.

Its sooo boring today. Somebody! PLEEEEAAASSEE! entertain meeeee!

I cant wait for the holidays. And the poly students' holidays too!
I found my bro's specs in my bag. At least i THOUGHT were his. He told me he has never seen those specs before... and i have nooo idea how it got into my baaaagg. No degree somemore!
LOL!
i shall keep it for future use

omg.... and i found out like minutes ago that quite a no. of ppl read my older blog posts.
OH MY GOD!!! Im sooo going to die of embarrassment!
I was young and stuuuuuppiidd. Just plain stupid. I mean... i thought i was always right back then. UGHH! How dumb can one person get?
I am so ashamed of my lower sec days.. oh and abit into my sec 3 days also. *groans*
The things i said.. did.. and even thought about... were all sooo disgraceful and i didn't think they were until i turned 16. PFFFTT! if only i could turn back time.
omgg... i feel so shitty noooowww! omg... if only i can see myself back then.. i wouldve definitely slapped me. I'll grab me by my shoulder and shake me sooooo hard until i black out or sth. zahidah, you *toot* ! GRR!
I need a hug =((
MOMMY!!!!

I WANT STRAWBERRIES AND LEMONS!!! AND MORE GREENTEA!
i shall go grocery shopping tmr! wee~ first tiiimmmee =D
cant wait! I shall get milo more toys! and and and... i'll get .. hmm... what else?
more baking stuff?
OH!!!!!! i want berries!! cranberries! raspberries!! CHERRIES!! GRAPES! yaaaaay!
I want that new magazine too! I cant rmb its name though.. oh well!
AND! i shall go jogging with zain tmr! I'll drag him away from his computer if i have to.


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